Great news on the all clear RD , crying why should we be ashamed to cry? In my case probably 18 months ago
when my son took his own life a few weeks before his 41st birthday.
Depression really is the silent killer,no one knew he was suffering as outwardly he was his usual self, it was only after the event that a lot of small things started to make sense , and we realised he had been fighting his demons for some considerable time.