well chaps found a lump on one of my testes 2 weeks ago got it checked by docs and finally went for an ultrasound last night and looks as though its cancerous.
Long night last night thinking things through last night and unable to go on a planned stalk because of it. Been a pretty **** few months for me as just been diagonsed with crohns recently and ongoing wrist trouble.
Makes you look back over life thinking what did i do wrong? Suppose its just life, onwards and upwards i suppose always enjoyed a battle.
But guys please dont mess about check your self out and if in doubt get em out!!!!!!!
Im not looking for condolences chaps just putting down whats hard to talk about.