The Christmas Rifle. (borrowed from AR.)

finnbear270

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Wishing all a very Merry Christmas and health and prosperity in the New Year.

My favorite Christmas story, Waidmannsheil, Dom.

The Christmas Rifle

Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving.

It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn’t been enough money to buy me the rifle that I’d wanted so bad that year for Christmas.

We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. So after supper was over I took my boots off and stretched out in front of the fireplace and waited for Pa to get down the old Bible.

I was still feeling sorry for myself and, to be honest, I wasn’t in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn’t get the Bible, instead he bundled up and went outside. I couldn’t figure it out because we had already done all the chores. I didn’t worry about it long though, I was too busy wallowing in self-pity.

Soon Pa came back in. It was a cold clear night out and there was ice in his beard. "Come on, Matt," he said. "Bundle up good, its cold out tonight."

I was really upset then. Not only wasn’t I getting the rifle for Christmas, now Pa was dragging me out in the cold, and for no earthly reason that I could see. We’d already done all the chores and I couldn’t think of anything else that needed doing, especially not on a night like this. But I knew Pa was not very patient at one dragging ones feet when he’d told them to do something, so I got up and put my boots back on and got my cap, coat, and mittens. Ma gave me a mysterious smile as I opened the door to leave the house. Something was up, but I didn’t know what.

Outside, I became even more dismayed. There in front of the house was the work team, already hitched to the big sled. Whatever it was we were going to do wasn’t going to be a short, quick, little job. I could tell.

We never hitched up the big sled unless we were going to haul a big load. Pa was already up on the seat, reins in hand. I reluctantly climbed up beside him. The cold was already biting at me. I wasn’t happy.

When I was on, Pa pulled the sled around the house and stopped in front of the woodshed. He got off and I followed. "I think we’ll put on the high sideboards," he said. "Here, help me."

The high sideboards! It had been a bigger job than I w anted to do with just the low sideboards on, but whatever it was we were going to do would be a lot bigger with the high sideboards on. When we had exchanged the sideboards Pa went into the woodshed and came out with an armload of wood---the wood I’d spent all summer hauling down from the mountain, and then all fall sawing into blocks and splitting. What was he doing? Finally I said something. "Pa," I asked, "what are you doing?"

You been by the Widow Jensen’s lately?" he asked. The Widow Jensen lived about two miles down the road. Her husband had died a year or so before and left her with three children, the oldest being eight. Sure, I’d been by, but so what? "Yeah," I said, "why?"

"I rode by just today," Pa said. "Little Jakey was out digging around in the woodpile trying to find a few chips. They’re out of wood, Matt." That was all he said and then he turned and went back into the woodshed for another armload of wood. I followed him.

We loaded the sled so high that I began to wonder if the horses would be able to pull it. Finally, Pa called a halt to our loading, then we went to the smoke house and Pa took down a big ham and a side of bacon. He handed them to me and told me to put them in the sled and wait. When he returned he was carrying a sack of flour over his right shoulder and a smaller sack of something in his left hand. "What’s in the little sack?" I asked. "Shoes. They’re out of shoes. Little Jakey just had gunny sacks wrapped around his feet when he was out in the woodpile this morning. I got the children a little candy too. It just wouldn’t be Christmas without a little candy."

We rode the two miles to Widow Jensen’s pretty much in silence. I tried to think through what Pa was doing. We didn’t have much by worldly standards. Of course, we did have a big woodpile, though most of what was left now was still in the form of logs that I would have to saw into blocks and split before we could use it. We also had meat and flour, so we could spare that, but I knew we didn’t have any money, so why was Pa buying them shoes and candy? Really, why was he doing any of this? Widow Jensen had closer neighbors than us. It shouldn’t have been our concern.

We came in from the blind side of the Jensen house and unloaded the wood as quietly as possible, then we took the meat and flour and shoes to the door. We knocked. The door opened a crack and a timid voice said, "Who is it?" "Lucas Miles, Ma’am, and my son, Matt. Could we come in for a bit?"

Widow Jensen opened the door and let us in. She had a blanket wrapped around her shoulders. The children were wrapped in another and were sitting in front of the fireplace by a very small fire that hardly gave off any heat at all. Widow Jensen fumbled with a match and finally lit the lamp.

"We brought you a few things, Ma’am," Pa said and set down the sack of flour. I put the meat on the table. Then Pa handed her the sack that had the shoes in it. She opened it hesitantly and took the shoes out one pair at a time. There was a pair for her and one for each of the children -- sturdy shoes, the best, shoes that would last. I watched her carefully. She bit her lower lip to keep it from trembling and then tears filled her eyes and started running down her cheeks. She looked up at Pa like she wanted to say something, but it wouldn’t come out. "We brought a load of wood too, Ma’am," Pa said, then he turned to me and said, "Matt, go bring enough in to last for awhile. Let’s get that fire up to size and heat this place up."

I wasn’t the same person when I went back out to bring in the wood. I had a big lump in my throat and, much as I hate to admit it, there were tears in my eyes too. In my mind I kept seeing those three kids huddled around the fireplace and their mother standing there with tears running down her cheeks and so much gratitude in her heart that she couldn’t speak. My heart swelled within me and a joy filled my soul that I’d never known before. I had given at Christmas many times before, but never when it had made so much difference. I could see we were literally saving the lives of these people.

I soon had the fire blazing and everyone’s spirits soared. The kids started giggling when Pa handed them each a piece of candy and Widow Jensen looked on with a smile that probably hadn’t crossed her face for a long time. She finally turned to us. "God bless you," she said. "I know the Lord himself has sent you. The children and I have been praying that he would send one of his angels to spare us."

In spite of myself, the lump returned to my throat and the tears welled up in my eyes again. I’d never thought of Pa in those exact terms before, but after Widow Jensen mentioned it I could see that it was probably true. I was sure that a better man than Pa had never walked the earth. I started remembering all the times he had gone out of his way for Ma and me, and many others. The list seemed endless as I thought on it. Pa insisted that everyone try on the shoes before we left. I was amazed when they all fit and I wondered how he had known what sizes to get. Then I guessed that if he was on an errand for the Lord that the Lord would make sure he got the right sizes.

Tears were running down Widow Jensen’s face again when we stood up to leave. Pa took each of the kids in his big arms and gave them a hug. They clung to him and didn’t want us to go. I could see that they missed their Pa, and I was glad that I still had mine. At the door Pa turned to Widow Jensen and said, "The Mrs. wanted me to invite you and the children over for Christmas dinner tomorrow. The turkey will be more than the three of us can eat, and a man can get cantankerous if he has to eat turkey for too many meals. We’ll be by to get you about eleven. It’ll be nice to have some little ones around again. Matt, here, hasn’t been little for quite a spell." I was the youngest. My two older brothers and two older sisters were all married and had moved away. Widow Jensen nodded and said, "Thank you, Brother Miles. I don’t have to say, "May the Lord bless you, I know for certain that He will."

Out on the sled I felt a warmth that came from deep within and I didn’t even notice the cold. When we had gone a ways, Pa turned to me and said, "Matt, I want you to know something. Your ma and me have been tucking a little money away here and there all year so we could buy that rifle for you, but we didn’t have quite enough. Then yesterday a man who owed me a little money from years back came by to make things square. Your ma and me were real excited, thinking that now we could get you that rifle, and I started into town this morning to do just that. But on the way I saw little Jakey out scratching in the woodpile with his feet wrapped in those gunny sacks and I knew what I had to do. So, Son, I spent the money for shoes and a little candy for those children. I hope you understand."

I understood, and my eyes became wet with tears again. I understood very well, and I was so glad Pa had done it. Just then the rifle seemed very low on my list of priorities. Pa had given me a lot more. He had given me the look on Widow Jensen’s face and the radiant smiles of her three children. For the rest of my life, whenever I saw any of the Jensen’s, or split a block of wood, I remembered, and remembering brought back that same joy I felt riding home beside Pa that night. Pa had given me much more than a rifle that night, he had given me the best Christmas of my life.
 
STEVE a very merry CHRISTMAS
thanks for posting such a wonderfull story
i just started to read it as the kids were opening mountains of
presents from under the tree and i dont mind admitting that brought
tears to my eyes .
thanks for reminding myself and others on the site that there are
others less fortunate than ourselves and that giving should mean
more than recieving .
happy xmas to everyone on the site

ROEDINATOR .
 
Brought a lump to my throat. Plan to read it to my two, who get things far too easy, tomorrow. Might help them to realise the value of what they have.
 
Steve
thanks for sharing this with us
i hav read it on quite a few occassions and it never seems to waver in my thoughts
i am sure Dom won't mind ;)
ATB
 
Funny what you do find on "t'internet". This actually is a true story. I was searching to see any info about C B Vaughan who were a "gun" pawnbroker and found this. It took place in 1945 and is from "In Peace and War: A Civilian Soldier's Story" by Lt. Col. Haddon Donald. It is only when you arrive at the very last sentence that the smile gets so much broader:

I now applied for leave to visit my brother in England. I was allowed two weeks away, so made my way down to Rome again and hitchhiked a ride in a York from my brother's squadron, which was still doing a regular run to Britain. Graeme was away so I made my headquarters at the New Zealand Forces Club in London.

I contacted Anne Chambers and we arranged to have dinner together. Her fiancé had been liberated from a German prisoner of war camp and was expected home soon, so they had arranged to be married on Saturday June 7, which was in about 10 days' time, a few days after my scheduled return to Italy. Her mind was obviously made up so this I had to accept.

With time to kill, I wandered down the Strand one day, idly window shopping, and came across a gun shop with the name C B Vaughan engraved above the window. This rang a bell as the pair of Purdy shotguns loaned to me on my trip to Scotland in 1940 had been sold to the owner by C B Vaughan of London. My appreciation of fine workmanship had been stimulated by page 191these Purdys, so I strolled inside to see what was on offer. The price for a new Purdy was way beyond my reach and, being wartime, there was not much choice. The salesperson offered to fit a gun to me, if I found anything I liked. He opened a leather case which contained a 40 year old Holland & Holland made to measure for the present owner who wanted to sell it. The gun, which looked as if it had never been used, was finely engraved on the body and had a deeply polished walnut stock.

The gun was assembled and handed to me. I tried the action and all the joints were as tight as a drum; I looked down the bore and both barrels shone like diamonds. I snapped the action closed and quickly raised it to my shoulder with my eye on a mounted pheasant on the wall at the far end of the shop. That bird would not have survived as the gun lined up perfectly and I knew it had to be mine. At 100 guineas the price was reasonable and I was assured that Holland & Holland were second only to Purdy as the best gun makers in the world. I walked out of that shop feeling very satisfied but without realising how much pleasure that gun would give me throughout the rest of my life. It is now 100 years old and still in perfect condition. The money I had put aside to possibly buy an engagement ring had been put to good use.
 
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