@teyhan1
To suffer the loss of a child, is the most unbearable burden, that any parent can face.
You will (of course) never get over it.
You will (I promise you) learn to live with it.
Life will never again be the same, it will be different, it will have its highs and lows, but it will never again be the same - how could it?
Your beautiful son will 'live on', in the memories of those who knew and loved him. It is apparent that they are legion.
I very much hope, that you can draw strength from your family and your friends, in the the days, weeks, and months ahead.
The unutterable grief, that you and yours will be feeling, is the price we pay for love - it is an expensive commodity.
That your son is grieved for, is the physical manifestation that he was loved.
I wish you and yours peace.