I'd suggest that you look into the historical evidence surrounding the authenticity of the gospel accounts. There are a few who've tried to disprove it and ended up writing books describing how it convinced them to believe.I wouldnt trust eye witness accounts from today, people make mistakes.
I dont beleive the romans had better means of confirming death than modern docs.
Still dont beleive any of it is factual
Refusing to believe/rejecting it is one thing, but the 'I don't trust the evidence' argument is a very uninformed position. You're entitled to refuse to believe but you should be honest that it's about you not the evidence.
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