Sorry for your loss finn.
I think I know what you're feeling. I'm very much the same inasmuch as I've often asked myself if I'm unemotional or unfeeling followed often by some form of guilt, normally though when the situation involves people who don't normally need outside help.
But I know I'm not either of those things. When I lost my youngest Westie at just two years old because she was let down by the vet I cried for three days purely because of the unfairness of it. She was totally helpless and was let down by those who should have helped her.
I'm very much a people person and I find that true feelings, selflessness and camaraderie bring a lump to my throat.
I think I know what you're feeling. I'm very much the same inasmuch as I've often asked myself if I'm unemotional or unfeeling followed often by some form of guilt, normally though when the situation involves people who don't normally need outside help.
But I know I'm not either of those things. When I lost my youngest Westie at just two years old because she was let down by the vet I cried for three days purely because of the unfairness of it. She was totally helpless and was let down by those who should have helped her.
I'm very much a people person and I find that true feelings, selflessness and camaraderie bring a lump to my throat.
